oh hello

i seem to be updating this blog every month or so. i know that it's a bit sporadic, but i have another blog that i've been working on with a friend which i update daily, so that has been taking up much of my 'blogging' time.

it's hard to put into words exactly how this last month has been. challenging, roller coaster, tiring. these are just a few that come to mind. exams seem to be the death of me right now. for some reason second year seems to be just so much more challenging than first. i've been fortunate up until now to have a fairly good relationship with school. i wouldn't say it's been easy, but never as challenging as this year seems to have been. i guess everyone reaches a point in university where things just seem that much harder, for most it seems to be first year when people are trying to adjust to the new school system (compared to high school), and i guess for me it's second.

it's been frustrating when the things i find most interesting - anatomy, health, physiology- give me the most trouble 'grade' wise. it makes me question if this is really something i should pursue? if i'm struggling so much with the basics, what will happen when i have to learn the more difficult concepts?

i guess that's something that i can focus on later, right now i'm just trying to get through the next two weeks and then i'll be free.

well, i guess i'll update this little blog in about a month or so. until then,