07.17.13. "but if i'm being totally honest maybe it isn't fine. maybe i'm mad about the fact that things never seem to work out. i mean all i want is a nice boyfriend. a relationship that's easy and fun. and i really don't think i'm asking for much, seriously. but i guess the last three years of my life prove otherwise. maybe i'm the girl who had that fantastic relationship in high school that ended terribly and that's it for me. it just seems so much easier for everyone else. they break up with someone. they do the whole being single thing for a little while, but then they get back in the game and find someone better and they're happy." a piece of writing from the hard copy of "the diaries of liz" also known as my journal. and five months later it is still so relevant.