i don't know what's worse
feeling everything at once, or nothing at all.
life continues, but instead of it being an unknown dynamic process it seems as though i am simply going through the motions. it's almost as though i am living my life like i'm watching from the outside.
things that use to be important no longer have value. school. friends. work.
and i know that this isn't how things are suppose to be. i just don't know how to change it. and i have no desire to.